This is, without a doubt, the greatest Bagpipe article you will ever read. Now, let’s talk about a problem all of you face: pride. Indulge in my abounding wisdom. (I’m joking around. How does one write about pride without some irony?)
Pride, or selfishness, has been on my mind. It’s a tough cookie. Somehow, I always drift towards my own selfish devices or how I might publicize my merits. I don’t think I’m alone.
C.S. Lewis provides a convicting analysis of pride in Chapter 8 of Mere Christianity. He calls it the “utmost evil” and the “complete anti-God state of mind.” According to him, no one is free from pride, yet every person loathes it in others.
Covenant, this is a problem for us. It isn’t often addressed, but we are no exception to Lewis’ observations. I have contributed to it and feel an underlying tension which I attribute to an acceptance of self-conceit.
“The constant need for self-expression creates an environment where there isn’t quiet, silence, or peace,” said Levi Barshinger ’28.
Why is this the case? Lewis writes, “Each person’s pride is in competition with everyone else’s pride. It is because I wanted to be the big noise at the party that I am so annoyed at someone else being the big noise.”
This is an unfortunately relatable situation. How many times have I sat in the Great Hall, thinking only of what I can say to boost my social status or assert my superiority? Everyone probably knows this situation, and it’s a vicious cycle.
Reflecting on Lewis’ example of the party, your “big noise” leads to my bigger, more annoyed noise, which sparks an even bigger noise from someone else. All these petty interactions become the norm. Making a big noise is now an easy option, and that sin, Lewis’ “essential vice,” somehow loses its weight.
What is the call to arms against this arrogant enmity? Lewis says we must be honest — realize we always bend towards selfishness and pride. After self-awareness, the next step is self-forgetfulness. Approach those around you in the spirit of Philippians 2:2–3:
“Complete my joy by being of the same mind, having the same love, being in full accord and of one mind. Do nothing from selfish ambition or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves.”
When you look into the eyes of another person, what do you see? What do you wonder? Ask yourself: What makes them laugh? How might you learn from them as you offer nothing in return? Why are you grateful for this person?
When you think on these things carefully, your desires change, and the big noises of selfishness fade. You simply delight in the other person. That delight is real humility.